Muahahaha~

Just came out from the very cold AVA room, finally released from all the terror of our very first publicised OP rehearsal.

All thanks to the air-con, I have to refrain my lips from trembling when I was presenting my part that took me about 6 minutes (yah, and the professional time-keepers were making that 'over-run' hand sign so distractingly that I nearly forgot what I wanted to say).

But everything went alright and alot better than the situation last evening and from what we had expected ( negative expections also due to the pathetic situation we were in yesterday when we all freaked out)...

And yah, I must remember not to cross my arms when I am talking.

Hmm, very funny, I mean the crossing hands part. I think it's because I'm used to it because every morning I have to do that on the LRT to balance myself and refrain from losing my balance... At least not in front of those quite shuai "ah bing ge" right? Hahax!

Talking about "ah bing ge", ah min's big bro finally serving NS le! Hahahahaha... Botak... I remembered the time when Huilin's bro went to NS also... From a guy watching kids' central cartoons and enjoyed playing stupid pranks on the phone when her little sister's friend calls, to a different person after the NS... ( actually not much diff apart from the hair part) NS did alot to the guys, really...

Hahax, take care worhx, to those who are leaving for NS in a year or two... Want to see a different you, more mature and less childish after the trainings in the camps!

Hmm... I really wonder where and how we may turn out to be in ten years' time. Whoa, by then quite old le worhx... 27 years old... :: ducks from shoes and rotten vegetables::

Kk!! I am just wondering mah...

Next Monday got CLAO exam lei! Borrowed the 'ci yu shou ce' from ah min and wetted it with my dripping water bottle... V scared gana hoot by her, cuz I can't remove the stains!

Sigh... Stupid me la.

Xiao ying asking me about the sports camp, she asking whether I want to go or not... Please don't scare me... Sports is one thing I can do without and can't do with... But seems like many of my friends are going... Am considering to go... but there's one stupidly moronically idiotic thing in my mind that's stopping me to make the decision ( apart from the 4e2 chalet). the camp's activities will be extended from this December right till next year's June!

Whoa, where will I be next June? Still here or somewhere in Poly liao? Yah yah, it's that 'R' word again.

You know, I ought not to repeat my mistakes in life. One of the MAJOR reasons why I ended up scoring such disgustingly low grades for my promos is that I did not have my foundations well built up. And that is because I did not use my June holidays wisely enough.

I went to 3 camps during the June holidays and lagged really behind in my studies, especially maths and you know hor, I

OMG!!!

I have maths exam in the first week when school reopens next year!!! ( Well, given that I am successfully promoted)

Which means I must not waste my time on camps ever again! Well, at least not this December.

I am going to miss out so much fun... But I think it's worthed it ba...

HMM! I should do even better for the math exam since I have already given up all these fun for its sake!

Sigh.

I realised that it's not really realistic to think about where I would be after ten years when I am not even sure of what's going to happen by this December. And no, I am not going to consult my (BELOVED) tarot cards this time. I am going all out to do my very best... ' tian suan bu ru ren suan'!

Now that all promos are over and we are preparing for PW and CLAO and stuff, i think it's really the time to reflect on what we have all went through together this year.

Yup, especially friends etc.

Misunderstandings are meant to be solved (Just like how rules are meant to be broken). Now is the appropriate time to let it all out and talk about it and make up. Just like that trusty 'Temperance" card in my tarot deck...

http://66.102.7.104/search?q=cache:kXCwS-gGCTMJ:www.aleph-tarot.com/c1.php%3Fid%3D3%26karte%3D14+tarot+major+arcana+temperance&hl=en

Yes, that's the link if you don't know what's the card's about. Eh, anyway, you can come ask me also... Hahax! Bhb...

Let's all stand together like ' the graceful palm trees'!

Jiayou for OP, people!

5:31 AM



Ok. Now.

I am in an extremely bleak weather right now... surrounded by the 3 musketeers of my very dear PW group. Yes, we are all trapped in the ice age of our school's computer lab.

My evil twin, tsy, is scrolling furiously beside me, muttering inaudible words while scanning through our 33-paged WR ( including the content page). And our chairwoman, my fellow aquarian, was egging me to type her a testimonial by this week (after I haggled with her... if not I'll have to complete it by tonight).

Heavy job editing the WR at the last minute... Am having a headache! Plus the air-con blowing full-blast near me...

3081-107-6= 2968+ 0.00001% of my calculator's battery

Oh. That was the word count for our WR that is supposed to be due tomorrow.

V BOLIAO AHHHHHHHHHHH

Still have the soft copy to edit...

Am feeling very impaired doing up the html for my blogskin... And why aren't there anyone stopping me to do PW instead of my own stuff?!!

I am hungry.

I am exhausted.

Ok. Aquarian chairwoman just patted my shoulder to stop me from doing my stuff.

I shall obey my fellow "chiobu" ( word as suggested by the "chiobu" herself) and sign out right now...

I am losing my concentration span.

So long, my beloved blogskin!!!

5:07 AM