天上又有一颗星星熄灭了。

今天刚踏出校门就被淋了一身的太阳雨。虽然不是很湿，但这场突如其来的太阳雨却在我心中一直下着，久久无法停息。

放学前的最后一堂课得到了坏消息。从老师的口中知道一位同学的父亲在今早过世了。

谁又会料到原本艳阳高照的下午竟会下起这么一场雨呢？

只愿雨后的天空能够晴朗些。

虽然少了星星的陪伴，但它附在太阳中的灵魂还是在为她照耀着的。
因为我相信守护星的心是永恒的。

希望她能坚强地走过这场雨···
大家的伞会永远为她撑住的。

直到彩虹出现。

4:04 PM



It's about the National Day rally speech...
But itx hahahahax~~ A must listen!!!

Harmless Podcast-- My Humps

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10:27 AM



Okiez, wellx. As our dear papa aka si ah pek has put it, I juz need as short as 5 minutes to blog an entry. So there's no reason for me not to blog after lagging for so long.

Haix really tired. And looking at the number of tests coming our way... -_-"
Really feel like banging my head against the wall and have all the birds and stars circling my head. So that I cannot see anything else except these cute stuff. Selective sight ma, act as if I cannot see the tests coming lo.
LAME DAO~~

Really worried about my Maths.
Somebody help me arh~~
Ok, suan le.

Ya and I am very blur la. Forgot to bring keys today. So kena locked out of the house although I reached home (the gate there la) very very early. Spent an hour reading my guwen translation at the staircase. Sian diao. Until my mummy came back from work la.

Mwhahax~~

I miss my 3 buddies! The door to our meeting place at the school rooftop kena LOCKED!! 0.o Haix. No more meetings under the cloudy blue sky T_T Lupin'll miss Sirius, Wormtail and James arh~~ And the time we da bao lunch up there to eat! Hahahax!!

Da jia! JIAYOU! Last 70 days! TO A LEVELS!!
GANBATTE!

3:48 PM



Songs I put up:

Sara Mclaughlin's "Angel" (Nice Lyrics... go and find urselves arh)and

MaxiMilian Hecker's "Dying"... She's a singer from Germany..
Touching Voice. But very depressing song. A hint of decadency in there.
Just nice for me.
Mwhahax.

Hmmm.

4:45 PM

有些人，他得到了。但时机不对所以失去了。

可惜？不一定。

有些人，时机对了。但却始终得不到想要的。

无奈？不需要。

苟非吾所有，虽一毫而莫取。如果不是属于自己所有，即使是一丝一毫也不宜强求。


看着你们苦苦挣扎···我想笑你们傻。我想笑你们蠢。我想笑你们堕落。

但是我却忘了，你们也在成长，也在摸索。

放胆去飞吧！

也许只有这样你们才会找到自己的方向，了解你现在要的并不是一切。

等到有一天你们都会回头看看现在的自己···


到时候我会陪着你们一起欢乐的笑。


就在终于放下的那一天。


嗯。飞吧。

3:58 PM



所谓“交浅言深”啊～

Today my angel and devil went for holiday again. Leaving me to make all decisions on my own. So as usual, I ended up ok-ing to everything others said. Haix, I muz have been a great disappointment. But maybe cuz 交浅言深 ma, so abit dun dare to give suggestions, not really my angel's and devil's fault. And partly cuz i know my friend won't like my ideas of fun after lunch de (Kbox-ing, arcade, kino, esplanade-- esp the very cool library!, suntec, shop shop, look at chiobus etc). Ya, so I kept quiet la. My laopo etc surely will say I siao de. Cuz usually once I start toking I wun stop sia. Now cuz I have to think twice b4 everytime i open my mouth to say smth, I would either go "huh?" or juz smile as a comment to wad the friend say la. Cuz lag ma. 会怕说错话的咧。=P Hahax~ 真的觉得自己超好笑的～ Juz wanna say sorie to the fren ah... So paiseh man. 哈哈～

Went to watch 'The Lake House'. 3.5 stars out of 5 ba... 深度还可以，it's a typical love story ba. Abit touching only. Not like Titanic lidat. Watch thousnds of times wil cry exactly that many times. (All the jack and rose nonsense -_-" waste my tears de.)The lake house's architecture so-so only lei, and I think should really show a scene when the sunset's rays shine on the house etc, lidat more beautiful. (Anw I realised that there's many recent songs that go "u're beautiful", "u're so beautiful to me", love's beautiful". Abit sian arh.) The relationship between the Alex and his father quite 感人。Wahlao I controlled very hard when the guy was flipping through his father's auto-biography la. But still teared up when the guy broke down. -_-" really cannot control de ma! Haix, I am such a failure. That day when my teacher read a story about a guy and his father's relationship (recalling the past after the father passed away) I also broke down in class la. -_-" 每个人当场被我吓呆～ 好丢脸喔！！！As long as itx a story between a father and a child I surely cannot tahan de. Such a failure... That's my 死穴～ ^__^"
The movie's kinda 夸张, but funny at some parts too. Especially the mailbox part hahax.. But I dun like the ending. Should let that guy die or smth... Then it'll have the same dramatic effect like that of my fav movie Moulin Rouge~ (watched many many times, never sian until recently la. hahax) hahax i'm a sadist sia.

Overall 3.5stars. Eh, did I say that liao? (scrolled up) Ya, I did. -_-" I'm seriously getting older. X__X Hmm, Pirates 4stars, mainly cuz of the music arrangement etc. Cars 4.5stars!!! Best movie so far with itx music and very good story. Moulin Rouge 5stars!!! Cuz itx a musical~ ^__~ But that's the marks I gave 5 years ago when I first saw it la. Now dunno accurate or not.

Anw the food I ate really very bad arh. The standards dropped le. T__T" So sad.
(sidetrack: later got Superband finals! Lucify jiayou ah!)

Ya, b4 I forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIFANG AND SHUHUI!


Heehee i nv forget wor!
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A levels coming wor... hahax...
May stop blogging soon. Until I get past this barrier.
But I will say beforehand de la.
Heex~~~~~~~

Ganbatte people! I love you all! (I'm like a superstar sia ahahax~)
Whoosh!
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5:28 PM



Hooked to oldies nowadays...
Song's abit like Davey Jones sia hahahax.
Ya im crapping la. =P

Carpenters-- Solitaire

There was a man
A lonely man
Who lost his love
Through his indifference


A heart that cared
That went unshared
Until it died
Within his silence


(*) and solitaires the only game in town
And every road that takes him
Takes him down
And by himself its easy to pretend
Hell never love again

(**) and keeping to himself
He plays the game
Without her love
It always ends the same

While life goes on around him everywhere
Hes playing solitaire


A little hope
Goes up in smoke
Just how it goes
Goes without saying


There was a man
A lonely man
Who would command
The hand hes playing

6:19 PM



I feel terribly cheated.

My money flew away from me after 3 months of empty promises and misunderstanding.
Can't blame anyone right?
Juz blame myself la. So haolian pay first for what. The only constant in this world is change. And people change their ideas very fast with the changing environment.
But I xin tong not reali bcuz of my money. $$$ is little problem, not impt de. But it just says smth about the reality lo. Sad man. And I learnt that I can be punished for being the one with free time to go walk till my legs went numb for a present and get ps-ed by someone who's too busy to go get the present with the clique. Please la. U got time to play tennis, kick soccer, bounce your basketball (with all the little kids), how about us lei?

The kbox session is never yi jia tuan ju. I know you have your friends and I tried not to be too possessive le lei. Gave you your freedom. But I think we are going further and further away from each other le lei. I dowan that to happen you know or not? Treasure you v much... v.v.v. much. Missed you like siao sometimes, wanna call you but you are always very bz (when i am not) with your frenz. Haix sad diao.

This is not to qian ze you or what, cuz i believe i have no right to do that... Me being very bz and sometimes insensitive to your feelings too. I juz wanna clarify things b4 they get too murky. Dun wan the 2 years to go to waste... really~ If I am wrong or being very bad at times, must tell me arh! Dun keep quiet and suffer in silence cuz i wun do that in return de worx~ Hahax~~

Paiseh paiseh.
Still treasure you de.. Missing you!!! ^_____^**

11:52 PM