拼了两年，才发现我门一直把这些日子当成战争。

就这短短两年，我们眼睁睁看着陪在身边的同伴被残酷牺牲。自己想为他们停留片刻，却被现实从背后推着向前走。无奈。

生还的勇将背离了战场，带着满身的伤，满面的泪水，凯旋归来。大家欢呼庆祝，战胜的士兵则疲惫不堪。想到了两年与同伴在战场上不分你我的互相照顾，和一起在前线杀敌的情景，顿时触动了勇士们心里的复杂情绪。

虽然我现在已经到了另一个起点，没有办法停下脚步在这里等你，但我会将祝福寄放在这个地方，等候你。到时候，请你带着它和我与其他勇将会和！

不见不散！

12:40 AM



Lolx~ Read my gluttony-twin's blog just now... very emo sia~

嗯，关系的确“暧昧”。放在部落格的歌曲也是如此。

“暧昧”：关系模糊，界限不清楚。（这是为了去年大考啃下五十分之一的词典的成果。到现在还能把词语完整的意思背起来。虽然这个词的难度不高但是还算是背得起来啊！）

呵呵呵呵呵呵。我白痴哦，呵呵呵呵呵呵。

To my shower-mate (we shower togther in school after every pe lesson! IN DIFFERENT CUBICLES.) -cum-gluttony-twin-cum-music-ka-kee-cum-xiao-shuo-mate-cum-maths-partner-library-partner-cum-com-lab-twin-cum-best-pw-mate:

WAHLAO, CHEER UP LA! If the sky ever falls just treat it as a big big blanket! If you cannot tahan, I help u tahan the burden! "I can't carry the ring for you, but I can carry you!" This was what Sam said to Frodo while they were making their way up the huge huge volcano in the last of the trilogy. Frodo was damned tired and couldn't continue liao, so Sam piggy-backed Frodo!

Xiaobai and I will be cheering you on! And good luck! ^__^ GO! GO! GO!

(Anw, good luck to your computer also... must send to ER liao isit... LOL!)

11:50 AM

Soul Calibur 2 Girl Music Video

MY XIANGHUA (in red robe)!!!

Gals rule! ^_~

11:17 AM

我不想听。

听到了不想听的。

看到了不想看的。

读到了不想读的。

记得了不想记的。

（PIANG!!! PIANG!!! PIANG!!!）

我不想听、看、读、记。

我不想……想。

滚。

I'll save $$$ and buy a mp3. Plug the ear phones into my ears, close my eyes, read the lyrics in my mind and remember only the melodies. Shall not think about other stuff. Just let me be alone for now. Don't wave if you see me on the street today. I don't know you. I just erased my memories. And I don't want it back... at least for the moment.

10:33 AM



Just came back from dinner (yes, not supper) to celebrate Su ah pek's birthday. As usual, everyone was late so I just hung around the Heartland mall to shop for cheapo stuff before going to the cd shop on the top floor to indulge myself in the loud BOOMING music played in there (I was attracted by S.H.E's song "mayday" la haha... I WILL INSTALL HI-FI SYSTEM IN MY FUTURE HOUSE!).

Went to the arcade in the shopping mall opposite my house with Simin at around 11am and fought till 3.30pm... My Xianghua became the "Platinum soldier of Cerebus", while Simin's Kilik upgraded to "Platinum soldier of the Furies". Lolx~ Addicted to SOUL CALIBRE version2!

Then we went to AMK Hub for our manicure. Wahlao, I chose the wrong colour lor, but Serene, Peishan and Simin kept reassuring me that "It's ok la!"... -_-" Uh well. Shall try the french manicure the next time. Hahaha~ Very ex sia.


Hmm... then I left Simin and went to Kovan to meet up with my JC clique. Su ah pek was very suay today, he kena car accident on the way to our meeting place lor, then the taxi driver wanted him to be his witness cuz the other car's owner wanted the taxi driver to pay for the dunno wad mirror the taxi banged into. Duh. It's a suay day for him.

In the end we met up at this very nice club/restuarant/cafe at the hougang CC for our dinner. The ambience is damn good! And they have live band singing outdoors de (although for some of the songs, they zao xia quite terribly). V cool. Should bring my other cliques there the next time.
Huifang didn't turn up cuz she was very tired after the SGC thingy in school... Missed her ALOT. T_T' But it's ok la, as long as she gets her rest. There's always next time when we can all meet and chat till no day no night... Haha!

That Su ah pek is still as childish as ever la. And he was boasting about having the whole set of doraemon magnets already. Fine lor, u win la. :P

And introducing B1 and B2!! The bananas! Ok cuz they were both wearing yellow -_-'' and so they gave themselves this nickname. (Peishan on the left and Serene on the right. I left Su ah pek out cuz it'll spoil the whole picture. Sorry hor yanxing. :P I was the one behind the camera, of cos!)

Ok la, these are 2 very cute girl girls la... Hahaha....
Had a nice dinner tonight! Now going to orh orh liao, if not I'll have to see the parents and students through my panda eyes le... Hehhehheh~

Ohya, happy birthday to yanxing! Will get you a 竹蜻蜓 for your next birthday. If it cannot work then it must be that you are too heavy le hahaha~ (I just enjoy suaning you... :P)

ChEeRX everyone! Looking forward to the free waffles Su ah pek promised us! ^__^

12:33 AM

"Hello, I'm Greenie. Click on me to know how pathetically accepted I am."

10:21 AM



Lol I just woke up. Had a very long weird dream. Think I am just tired ba.

Yay! Tmr is my off day! It's Simin's off day too! She finally got it changed with Yixian so that we can go out to watch movies (esp this month and next month) and play arcade Soul calibre 2 near my house. Think my jc clique is celebrating Su ah pek's birthday tmr night. Should get wad for him ne? Doraemon stuff i think he'll have alot le, music albums the other friends may have gotten for him le... Haha, should just leave the present buying decision to Serene!


扁担宽 板凳长 扁担想绑在板凳上
板凳不让扁担绑在板凳上
扁担偏要绑在板凳上
板凳偏偏不让扁担绑在那板凳上
到底扁担宽还是板凳长

哥哥弟弟坡前坐 坡上卧著一只鹅
坡下流著一条河 哥哥说 宽宽的河
弟弟说 白白的鹅 鹅要过河 河要渡鹅 不知是那鹅过河 还是河渡鹅

呵呵呵呵~有空就rap一rap吧！ (I can still rmb Jinglun saying "pass up bio lab, go to maths worksheet"!)

Looking forward to 放工 tonight! Have one whole day to rest before me!

11:43 AM



有时候感觉很难呼吸。因为有很多话想说，但是说不出口。

很想面对面大声问你近况，却只能安静问好。

看不到你有多辛苦，结果自己胡乱担心，弄得一天心烦气躁。

听不到你的声音诉苦，结果自己胡思乱想，弄得公司电话响了一百遍也不想接听。

不敢烦你。真的不敢。

很庆幸我选择了原地踏步，不然现在对你能说的话也会少很多。

每天起来，刷牙，担心，上网，担心，吃饭，担心，上班，担心，下班，担心，上网，担心，刷牙，睡觉……

呵呵。我觉得自己好好笑。无助得好笑。更觉得自己不要脸。

我也没办法啊！谁叫你这么爱运动，总爱在我脑海里跑来跑去！>_< 滚开啦！

唉。真是的……

只希望没事就好。

唉。我是该保持安静的。(SLAP OWN MOUTH HARD HARD)

1:14 AM



五月天 MV S.H.E SHE PLAY ALBUM

黄金海岸的岸边我们肩并着肩
洁净的蓝天清澈的水面
吻成一条海平线
看你温柔的双眼弹着吉他的弦
歌词是诺言旋律是依恋
唱出一首五月天

五月的天 刚诞生的夏天
我们之间 才完成的爱恋
紧握的手里面有好多明天
五月的天 梦开始要鲜艳
前方蜿蜒 一长串的心愿
我们一天一天慢慢实现

大雨冲走了昨天青春乌云几片
彩虹的旁边有星星几点
迫不及待在眨眼
海风味道变香甜沙滩镶满亮片
你哼着永远我和着不变
合唱一首五月天

海浪拼命欢呼跳跃一遍又一遍
鼓励我们看谁先吻谁的脸
为这五月之恋再添一个逗点
再多的五月天怕也不够我们沉醉
海燕身边来回盘旋扮演着领队
彷佛听见幸福在前面不远
为这五月之恋再添一点信念
往后的五月天和你走到比永远还远

蘇打綠 小情歌 mv 完整版

Wahlao, he sings the pitch so high sia.



11:40 AM



OMG, this is for you YC.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chickenpox

Guess I'll have to wait for another 8-19 days before I'll know if i got kena or not. Plus a kid who had just recovered from chicken pox just came back for tuition and kept talking to me... LOLX~

Hahaha~ If really kena also good la. ::ducks from flying shoe:: That means will be less likely to catch it.

^__^ MUST GET WELL SOON!

11:35 AM






























12:42 AM



This is for you AMK XIE!!! ^_^

许茹芸_射雕英雄传片尾曲 真情真美

12:45 PM

“自由”只不过是一块需要我们学习准确拿捏的玩具粘土。



隐形的它，一直掌握在我们的手上。我们却常以为它不在身边。



直到有一天它决定在我们面前现身，却让毫无准备的我们不知所措。



当它再次从我们肉眼所能看见的范围中消失，我们却又陷入低潮。



其实，“自由”它也好辛苦。



因为人们都把它看得太重，所以不管是勇敢现身或是保持隐形状态，“自由”都无法得到很好的对待。 它在思考：人们到底是欢迎我，还是排斥我？



“自由”需要的其实很简单。



它只需要一个懂得满足与感恩的主人。不管它现身与否，主人都能以感激的心感受到它的存在。



在遇到不如意时，有谁不想摆脱困难，得到属于自己的自由？



但是我们往往都把事情看得太重，又不懂得知足。满脸憎恨的表情，气愤无奈握紧的拳头，当然把“自由”吓得跑得远远的！



握紧拳头，你什么也得不到。松开拳头，你就能拥有。



我们不应该害怕“自由”的庞大，因为不管怎样“自由”只不过是一块需要我们学习准确拿捏的玩具粘土。它是我们从小就拥有的，不应该觉得陌生。We are all born to be free! Wheee~~



……



总之……不用担心啦！“自由”是再简单不过的了！（真搞不清楚自己在装什么哲学咧 -_-''）



加油啊！My fellow kites!



10:21 AM



The good and bad characteristics of Aquarians!
^___^ Interesting comparisons!







10:58 AM



Was extremely tired for the past few days.

Fri:
Went to celebrate dearie Simin's birthday in the morning at klunch @ amk after banking in $$ for the tuition centre and visiting the newly opened AMK tuition branch @ AMK hub. Omg lor, the AMK hub was v cold! Then we went back to NYJC to get my testimonial and stuff from the office. Bumped into Serene, Guosheng and Melissa, they were looking for Wu Laoshi as well. Then we couldn't find Mr Quek (our principal) to sign my testimonial, which means I might have to go back another day to get it for my NIE interview. T_T Just b4 we decided to give up (we searched the whole college ok?!), we spotted him and went "GASP!" and kind of scared him with that sudden exclaimation.

Us: (walking up the stairs and saw him) GASP!

Quek: (O.o ???!) (walked backwards to face us) Huh? You are ex-students isit? Who are you looking for?

Us: (EXCITED!) YOU!!!

Quek: You need me to sign the testimonial is it? You have to wait first, I need to get smth from my car... (scuttled off)

Us: MWHAHAHAHA

Lol, of course I'll have to ask him politely to sign the documents for me la... Hahaha... So lucky tt day! ^^ (except the part where I scanned my ez-link card at the exit while alighting bus 105. I forgot I paid my fare by cash lor, then the bus uncle was laughing at me when the machine went "beep beep beep beep beep". -_-'' Fine.)

We went to compasspoint afterwards to shop for Simin's work clothes, haha I like dolling my best friend up for her work! Simin had to meet huifang for dinner so I went home at evening. Slept v late tt night, all thx to my sister. -_-'' Aagrh.

Sat:
Woke up @ 6am to give tuition teacher morning call so tt he wun be late for his class. Felt as if I was floating around for that whole day. Skipped lunch again. Taught Si Ling some Maths when she was waiting for her class. Developed serious headache at late afternoon. Typed attendance lists at ultra speed but still couldn't finish. Went to the library aft work to unwind and looked for books on goldfishes for Papa. Slept at 2am after watching “见鬼” , cuz my sister was too scared after the movie and kept pestering me until she scared dao go find mummy in the other room and kena scolded.

Sun:
Woke up at 7am for morning shift. The sliding door of one of the classrooms was stuck and one parent and teacher (Phonics class) were stuck in there. The toddler (the mother's 2nd child. Her older son, our student, went to the toilet and wasn't aware of the whole thing) cried LOUDLY as she was outside the room and her mummy was trapped inside. I CANNOT HANDLE CRYING TODDLERS! In the end it was the usually 满嘴脏话 & very clumsy Felix who consoled the kid and held her hand throughout the whole thing while Mr Chia (another tuition teacher) came to help force the door open.

Toddler: Waa!~~ Waa!~~ Mummy!!~ WAAAAAAAA!~~

Felix: (sayang sayang, use tissue paper to help dry the mei mei's tears) 没有事的，没有事的。不用怕。 Mummy 一下子就出来了。不要哭 不要哭……

Toddler: (cool down abit, stared innocently @ Felix) (Cried until choked dao) Cough!

Felix: (Mental shoutout: wahlao) Aiyo, 她 coughed 在我的脸上！

Toddler: (gg to cry again, building momentum)

Felix: O.o OK! OK! Kkkkkkk!!!~~

Felix, Wei Ren, Rui Xiang: (squatted in front of meimei and used tissue papers to dry her tears at the same time) Don't cry don't cry~

Toddler: (Cooled down for a moment cuz she was very confused at the scene whereby three big kor-kors are squatting in front of her and dabbing her v wet face with ALOT of tissue papers)

[Background: "Push 上去才slide！因为这边stuck住liao!" "Oy 不可以咧！Cannot open!"]

In the end one student from another English class came out to help. He v cool sia, just came out, put his hands on the door, pushed upwards, slided it to the left then ok liao. HOhoho~ I am so stupig sia. -_-'''

And there are a few v boliao Sec1 guys who just couldn't keep quiet in the centre, I had to use a feather duster to control them! O.o OMG. I feel old. They boliao until they went to the classroom with the faulty door and trapped their friends inside for fun. THEY DID IT TWICE IN half an hour! I gave up and said sarcastically "take ur time take ur time."

Then I shouted: "GET OUT OF MY CENTRE! NOW!"

Hahahahahahaha. Of cos, they shocked dao la. Cuz I always buddy buddy with them now suddenly shouted at them. They knew I was angry liao and thus siamed automatically. Then they came back and tried to get into good terms with me again. OMG. This group of guys... -_-'''

Was really tired for the whole of last week.

This is a brand new week. I have an interview this Fri and a whole new week with catering food for dinner to look forward to! ^^ Finally I don't have to skip dinner and go straight to supper at night! Hurray!

85 MORE DAYS TO GO! WAHLAO! I AM EXCITED!!!!

Heehee. ^^




The lucky meimei who had 3 korkors consoling her on Sunday

10:30 AM