我想一个人静静。我想去旅行。我想……飞！

12:25 AM



OMG~ I didn't know my job scope includes the duties of a loanshark. O.o

Well, I have to chase people for money and type reports when they hang up on me when I call them.

OMG~ OMG!~

It is not the job that I hate, it is the stinging truth of the world that hurts. So many types of people exist in this world! (Or rather just in a mini-teeny-weeny neighbourhood -_-'') And they treat their fellow earthlings (or rather, neighbours) like enemies. First they don't trust each other, then they get suspicious and mistake your good intentions as something offensive.

A:"I just wanna remind u to bring your fees the next time you come for tuition. :) "

(Whee~whee~ red alarm)

B:"Remind?! Why are you forcing me to pay?!"

A:"???!"

B:"I refuse to pay!" (snort)

Wahlao eh. 他妈妈烘的大便鸡蛋糕！Really felt like reaching my hand through the phone to strangle her or at least to 赏她一个布满星星的夜空。Remind you still kena bitten by you. Pain one lor. Don't believe huh? I bite back want or not?! Still not automatic de lor, 活了几十岁的安娣竟然不明白什么是欠钱还钱！Somemore I never spell it out straight into her face le lor, give her face she also didn't want... What can I do? What can I do? (Sounds familiar LOLX~)

I still have to act polite throughout the whole thing! She still dare to hang up on me sia. OMG~ She's so damn rude lor. If not for the job I'll be glad to have an exchange programme with her, 现上一连串精彩无比的三字经绕舌秀！

-_-" 真是离谱得好笑。

好一个乱七八糟到不行的怪世界。实在是让我哭笑不得！::shake head::

从现在开始我会open eyes big big, open ears big big. See more more and hear more more. Well, this world is full of clowns man. ::SMIRK::

1:01 AM



This is for you, beechoo. ^_^ (See? I can rmb ur fav mayday's song! Lolx!)

We'll turn our NTU hostel into Mayday's concert hall! Looking forward to it!

A very touching MV, esp after the 2nd chorus.

11:21 AM



舞娘's dance moves are driving me mad. Wahlao, now my thighs hurt like siao~ The same goes to my arms. T_T

Guess I'll need to go running on my off day liao.

This is my sister's 小羊羊妹妹's solo.



(Many moves are wrong, cuz her hands are quite short. I changed some of the moves abit so that she can dance better... Lolx~)

呵呵~

11:37 AM



哈哈～笑死了！　>_<

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信導dv自拍篇 (五月天復出)

五月天_阿信_綜藝最愛憲_如花 (A)

五月天_阿信_綜藝最愛憲_如花 (B)

PENG!!!

11:42 AM

Hey I know it's tough. But we gotta be stronger and wiser.

Ganbatte! ^^



Des'ree Lyrics - You Gotta Be Lyrics

Artist: Des'ree Lyrics
Song: You Gotta Be Lyrics

Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry

You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh Remember

Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my heh, hey, hey

You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

1:28 AM



They deserve more than a thousand minutes of silence from us.

There were stories of heroism in this tragedy. No matter whether the heroes are dead or alive now, I salute them with my greatest respect. Their acts of selflessness and bravery will never be forgotten.

"There were stories of heroism. Students of Liviu Librescu, an engineering science and mechanics lecturer, say he blocked the door of his classroom with his body to protect those inside. Librescu, 76, was a Holocaust survivor.

Ryan Clark, a popular and gregarious member of the Marching Virginians band, was just weeks away from graduation. A resident adviser on the fourth floor of the West Ambler Johnston dorm, Clark came to the aid of a student the morning of April 16. It cost him his life."

Read about the Virginia Tech massacre's victims here.
Read about the murderer's (Cho Seung-Hui, age 23) final message here.

9:58 AM



I LOVE ARTS CENTRAL!!!!!!!! >_<

11:30 AM



This is the best friend whom I've known for my whole life.

Well, this is what we usually do when we get bored.

Some of the pictures are pretty scary and ugly, but we just don't care! ^_~

Lolx~ FUN! ^^



I love my 妹妹！

11:23 AM



知难而退。

我想装傻说：“哦。先生对不起！我认错人了。”然后逃跑！

我的伤口早已经无所谓。哈。



城外
作詞：周煒傑　作曲：蔡旻佑　編曲：洪信傑

你的　愛情像是一座堡壘
好多士兵在防衛
這樣的和平太狼狽
難道你不覺得累

城外面我就快要崩潰
城裡你不了解
狂風中飄著我的眼淚
你有沒有感覺

我的　傷口早已經無所謂
醒了依然繼續追
前線上絕對不撤退
儘管寂寞太漆黑

城外面我被重重包圍
會不會閉上眼
戰火裡我沒有了知覺
也忘了你是誰


~原地踏步~

10:14 AM



Was listening to a mix of music this morning after waking up from a very scary dream.

Today's dream spoke of my fear. This is what I learnt from my dream: Love is a gift, no matter whether you are the one receiving it, or the one giving it. Before it's time to open this present, I shall refrain from shaking the box because it may be easily broken.

"Love, you know, seeks to make happy rather than to be happy. "
--Ralph Connor

Yah, so it doesn't really matter how terrible I may feel now. The most important is to know that he's feeling happy and is living well now! ^^ That'll be enough.

现在的我还能承担内伤。等到有一天累积满了，他也该找到另一个他很欣赏的人了吧。 而我……

哈哈哈哈。而我……

很有可能会继续默默想念。(-_-''' anti-climax sia)

没关系！没关系！I can still take it. As long as he's happy, I'll be ok. Lolx~ (O.o sounds like self-destruction! LOLX)

MUST STAY HAPPY ARH YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

In the meantime I'll just shut up about my desires (haha, to love without having any desire e.g. to be loved in return). So he'll never know and feel vexed about it. It'll be very unfair for him to know tt someone of DUH-quality is admiring him. Lolx~ ::苦笑::

我在努力学习做个开心的哑巴。

::加油 T.G.! 找回你的 Lost Wisdom!:: YESH!!!!!~~

~原地踏步~

10:28 AM



张栋梁-日日夜夜

你說我是朋友之類
人言可畏不想被人誤會
我看我更像救傷隊
隨時準備不遲到早退
感情不就是一人收一人給
總是有人要吃虧
也許我就是缺乏一點智慧
面對你　我總口是心非

我們日日夜夜都在愛著誰
閉上眼睛感覺你就在(我)周圍
愛不進則退
在你的心外圍　陪著你
我多麼的狼狽

我們日日夜夜都在想著誰
在誰身邊守護著徹夜不歸
你需要安慰
我陪你掉眼淚
愛你我怎麼這樣迂回
愛不進則退
在你的心外圍　陪著你
我多麼的狼狽

~原地踏步~

10:40 AM

Listened to eileen's ipod today. She was trying to cheer me up... so sweet of her.

She introduced some v nice songs to me: Ryuichi Sakamoto's songs. Whoa, I listened till more depressed sia. Hahaha~ He's a real talent lo. I linked the songs at the side under the music segment le, try listening to it! Damn nice!! ("Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence" & "Furyo")

I linked Orange Range's song and SR 71's song as well (introduced by Kenneh). Enjoy! ^^

Kingdom Hearts- Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence


~原地踏步~

12:25 AM



Was online chatting with Serene last night.

Haha, finally there's someone who understands! Woot!~ She's the only clever one~

We chatted for quite a while, and most of the time we were scolding, "stupig!", "dumb!", "idiot!", "wols!", "blur!"... Hahax~ At least there's someone to share it with, if not i will surely explode! Lolx~

怎么可能听不到？！快疯掉了啦！

~原地踏步~

11:07 AM

11:32 AM



有很多事不需要多说。放在心里面就好。

我所说的一切，我所做的一切，都有理由。

当你不在面前，我只能看着你喜欢的，听着你喜欢的，默默想念。

是哪一首不重要。所以才会不回答你的问题。

嗯，是有点辛苦。

... ...

但还是原地踏步比较好。（因为你说过“不可能。”还加上一轮残忍的尴尬狂笑。）

OMG. 会永远这样吗？！

... ...

Haha. "What can I do anyway?" ::苦笑::

(算了。算了。知足。)


~原地踏步~

12:10 AM



Trust me.

This is the scariest thing I've ever seen.

12:05 PM

And please do read the following article. We'll see how the definition of "successful" differs from one person to another. But there's one thing for sure. The stuff reported are only those that they want the world to see. Well, we know much more right?

The definition of successful is NOT UNIVERSAL

Well, although her achievements seem really alot as compared to ours, we can proudly say that every little thing that we've done so far in life is answerable to our own conscience.

加油！加油！加油！

10:20 AM

Surprisingly, my friend's friend's blog is addictive in its own depressing way.

Well I guess she'll need this MV alot. Hehheh. This is my fav MV that I watch when I am feeling depressed~ Just hope that while natural calamities had snatched the smiles away from their victims' faces, they didn't take away their faith and the strength to stand up as well. (Yes, I am still referring to the Solomon Islands)

To all my friends, I give you my love and the most sincere wish that you will stay strong in the face of any challenges that may come our way in this journey of growing up.

就像MV里所说的，手拉手，向前走。明天太阳依然为我们升起！

Enjoy the MV bah! (Enjoy my idol's singing too! ^^)

人生海海 - 五月天

有一天我在想我到底算是个什么东西
还是我会不会根本就不算东西
天天都漫无目的偏偏又想要证明真理
别人从屁股放屁我却每天每天都说要革命

就算是整个世界把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
有什么了不起

常常我豁出去拚了命走过却没有痕迹
可是我从不怕挖出我火热的心
手上有一个硬币反面就决定放弃嗝屁
但是啊在我心底却完完全全不想放弃

常常我闭上眼睛听到了海的呼吸是你
温柔的蓝色潮汐告诉我没有关系
就算真的整个世界把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
我不能忘记无论是我的明天要去哪里
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定所以我说就让他去
我知道潮落之后一定有潮起有什么了不起
啦啦啦啦啦啦
明天我在哪里～～～

^_^

1:01 AM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Well, I read my friend's friend's blog again and came to a conclusion with an uncontrollable laugh.

"Ha! She's mad!"

That's no wonder she keeps confusing herself with all those weird thinking of hers. On the surface she's someone who thinks deeply( and apparently, pessimistically,) into the meaning of life, but the truth is that she isn't really searching for the gist of life, but more for her own sanity.

No offence meant, but erm, I seriously think that she needs a trip to a psychologist. I don't mind giving her a free treatment too.

And shame on her for being such a loser when she has already got a guide in life.

Why would someone think of such stupid questions to make herself feel depressed when there are more important things in the world that need our attention? Why would someone even care about stupid questions like why humans regret when somewhere at the other end of the world is experiencing natural disasters like tsunamis and earthquakes? (Yep, I am still very affected by today's news about the earthquake & tsunami at the Solomon islands. So please don't blame me for being so biased & harsh.)

Shame on her. Really.

Well, I understand that everyone has his problems and it's unfair to accuse someone of being obsessed with his own negative thinking (& emotions) when he is already feeling vexed.

But she's just drowning herself in her own world. I bet she's already used to struggling in her rough sea of emotions and it has became a habit to shout for help without even wanting to climb into a lifeboat (already in front of her) by herself. Yeah, go on waiting for your "special one" to haul you onto the lifeboat bah, go on dreaming about getting a new relationship which can brainwash the previous unhappy relationship from your brain. Go on dreaming and deliver your tragic soliloquy on your blog! (What a shame to us women... We are supposed to be stronger de lor.)

Well, I don't really care about such lousy characters already. I have no interest in someone who likes to exaggerate, of all things, her own depression. I would rather read more geo stuff about the huge tsunami that hit the South Pacific this time. This looks so much more like a (serious) tragedy as compared to some forlorn girl weeping about her lost love (which may not be erm, love after all).

OMG~ She mentioned about having a secret admirer! (Wow, if she has A secret admirer, then I will have A DOZEN of secret admirers lo! ::sarcastic laugh::) I seriously hope that her secret-admirer is not my friend!!! That will be soooooo...................... Erm well, can't find the word to slot into the sentence. But if she dare suck that beautiful (& optimistic) soul out of my friend, I WILL SEND MY PATRONUS CHARGING TOWARDS HER! (I DON'T CARE OK! But then it's not my business actually. Haha. Uh well.)

Which brings me to my next point. Harry Potter Book 7 is COMING OUT SOON! So is the movie for book 5! So is the third movie of the Pirates of the Caribbean trilogy! So is my Mayday concert! So is my freedom from the huge bird cage! (120days!) Look! There are so many things to look forward to! Life is so beautiful! ^_^ (Awwwwwwww~~~~)

As for the potential death-eater's blog... I shall just visit it occasionally to practise the art of smirking.

NEWS - TSUNAMI DISASTER IN THE SOLOMONS

TSUNAMI STRANDS THOUSANDS

12:13 AM