I feel terribly cheated.

My money flew away from me after 3 months of empty promises and misunderstanding.
Can't blame anyone right?
Juz blame myself la. So haolian pay first for what. The only constant in this world is change. And people change their ideas very fast with the changing environment.
But I xin tong not reali bcuz of my money. $$$ is little problem, not impt de. But it just says smth about the reality lo. Sad man. And I learnt that I can be punished for being the one with free time to go walk till my legs went numb for a present and get ps-ed by someone who's too busy to go get the present with the clique. Please la. U got time to play tennis, kick soccer, bounce your basketball (with all the little kids), how about us lei?

The kbox session is never yi jia tuan ju. I know you have your friends and I tried not to be too possessive le lei. Gave you your freedom. But I think we are going further and further away from each other le lei. I dowan that to happen you know or not? Treasure you v much... v.v.v. much. Missed you like siao sometimes, wanna call you but you are always very bz (when i am not) with your frenz. Haix sad diao.

This is not to qian ze you or what, cuz i believe i have no right to do that... Me being very bz and sometimes insensitive to your feelings too. I juz wanna clarify things b4 they get too murky. Dun wan the 2 years to go to waste... really~ If I am wrong or being very bad at times, must tell me arh! Dun keep quiet and suffer in silence cuz i wun do that in return de worx~ Hahax~~

Paiseh paiseh.
Still treasure you de.. Missing you!!! ^_____^**

11:52 PM