Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

11:21 AM

Wise T.G.'s Doll!

Cute right? Go to http://elouai.com/doll-makers/candybar-doll-maker.php and create your dolly!~ Male dolls' designs coming soon too! ^__^

10:24 AM



有很多事情就是这样，在你好无防备的时候发生。然后在发生了之后，一溜烟离开，只留下还搞不清楚状况的你追着它早已消失的影子。

读了Serene 的 blog。她还是一样。她还是那个傻傻的天使。
她说生命中的小插曲会随着时间淡去，与她再次擦肩而过。

我不知道她的小插曲是哪一首，也不知道为什么它会再次发生了又离开。但至少我知道每一件发生的事都有它的意义存在，尽管它有多失望，尽管它有多无奈。 更何况它是一次再一次地发生。

等着吧！你会领悟到它们真正的意义的。到时候你再决定要不要将自己从过去中抽离~
因为小插曲也有成为主题曲的可能。^__^

10:02 AM

我又初恋了！
I LOVE MAYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11:28 AM

11:03 AM



哇~ 这次的毒中得可深啊！~

词.曲：阿信 唱：五月天

夜 黑夜 寂寞的夜里 气 生气 对自己生气
软弱的电话 又打 给你想 听你 那边的空气
有 什么 精采的话题你还是温柔 给我 婉转 的距离

我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是 那么大 为何我要忘记你 无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是 那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到

会 很会 伪装我自己 你 不该背我的秘密 沉重都给我 微笑 给你
奔 狂奔 空旷的感情 走 暴走 暴走的伤心
透明的叹息 最后 还是 我的秘密

我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是 那么大 为何我要忘记你 无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是 那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到

听不听不到 我的执着 扑通扑通一直在跳
直到你有一天能够明了 我做得到 我做得到

我的声音在笑 泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么大 为何我要忘你 无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是 那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到

10:47 AM



Chinese New Year is coming!

This year I'll have to send one less sms to my secondary school friend who went back to China a couple of weeks ago.. Lolx~ Good thing that he didn't need to suffer like the rest in NS! Hahaha.. Or else he may lose all his artisitic talents in the face of torturing camps which make you dig before you shit and give you sandflies as pets. Thank you Mummy for giving birth to me as a girl and I must thank my Papa for the X chromosome he contributed.

The past 2 weeks had been really tough, for my friends (in NS and those who are working), and myself. But whenever I feel really depressed I would look at their pictures in my phone and continue to hang in there.. Cuz I know we are all suffering together la, although we are at different parts of the island but when we are sleeping, we are still under the same nightsky! I guess Simin would want to hug me for saying these very touching words haha.. Aileen's having her exams now, then Huifang is busy working.. Shuhui? Must be busy eating more rice.. lol.. No la, she's also working. Then Shuting needs to handle difficult children.. Weiyu must be working till siao now in the supermarket cuz this is the CNY season, sure got many shoppers de. Serene may be waving the golf clubs around trying to persuade customers to buy them as presents for their father-in-laws when they visit the parents-in-law during CNY. Peishan would be busy counting notes and doing accounts in the bank.. Banks always get v busy during festive seasons de mah.. Maybe she can get the chance to give out (empty) red packets to the customers too Haha! My fangz would be busy preparing for all the hiong block tests..

And all the guy friends... either working as I dunno wad or are already in the NS.

Haha... 一起吃苦的日子。

After thinking about them I'll feel alot better.. It feels good to know that we are all gaining unique experience while "suffering" over things we may not learn from the schoolwork which we had done in the past.

Haha... 撑着啊！
Happy Chinese New Year! ^__^

9:42 AM














11:18 AM



Friendster Horoscope for February 6, 2007

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
The Bottom Line
If you have any urge to go off on your own, fight it. Other people need you.

In Detail
If you have any urge to go off on your own today, try to fight it. Your presence is earnestly needed by a group of people who are trying to solve a problem. Even if you don't have a solution, you can help this group just by contributing your opinions. Today is a good day to connect with someone you normally wouldn't want to spend time with. He or she might not be your favorite person, but together you can create something wonderful.

HA! HA! REALLY?! LIKE SHIT!

10:45 AM

以前没参加过 flagday 所以一直不把那些手拿着铁罐的姐姐哥哥们放在眼里，只知道往铁罐里投一个钱币就能得到一张贴纸，还能做善事。

上学以后有了参与售旗的活动的机会，才了解到他们的辛苦。

做工也一样吧。要自己体会才会深刻。

但是我怎么也不能了解为什么自称经验老练的大人们却忘了自己以前曾经经历的煎熬，更忘了体恤现在正在累积生活经验的小一辈。己所不欲，勿施与人啊！成功不是拥有很多很多钱，而是与身边的每个人建立并保持友好关系。

以前会说：“喂！你眼睛贴邮票啊！怎么看不清状况？”
现在会说：“喂！你眼睛贴钞票啊！怎么看不清状况？你的人情味上哪儿去了？”

钱啊～ What a sin, what a sin.

一个人面对钱的魔力压力会很大。即使是从小就比人家早许多了解到钱的黑色威力，如今初次单枪匹马迎战难免会倍感压力。加上有一班酷使者的阻拦，我又能怎么放松呢？

一个人。不好受。
但有时候宁愿是这样。因为让我看到了更多我从来看不到的东西。有好的，有坏的。
还有…我也看到了人心原始的一面。这是我必经的路程吧。

当大家互相猜疑，当大家互相利用，至少我还有我的米老鼠。













9:49 AM



Lesson learnt on 19th birthday:

WHAT DOESN'T KILL ME WILL MAKE ME STRONGER.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~
Thanks arh. (smirk)

10:11 AM

What's human's worst fear?

It is the unknown.

Haix, this job I'm having now is driving me crazy. There are always tu1 fa1 zhuang4 kuang4 and sudden changes made in the admin branch allocation. And these situations are usually too much for us to handle, with the most important reason being the management team not informing the poor admin staff at all, leaving the confused staff staring helplessly into the unknown thrown tactlessly at them. The welfare sector is really...

Well, how much can I expect from them anw? I am only a temporary full-time. I feel so exploited lor, and over so little salary. Shouldn't have signed the stupig contract at all. Hmm.. maybe I should just give 2 month's notice and pay them one month's salary and flee? I am still my parents' belonging lei, how can they do such mean things to my parents' belonging huh? I dun really care about the money lor, I care more about my well-being. How much sense of belonging to the centre can they expect from me when I am treated like... like THAT? I am sure most of the others will feel exactly like me, if not worse. Just that they wouldn't dare to speak up. This is where the money factor comes in. Money makes the world spin out of control. Money now controls us, not the other way round. Money dulls our mind, even stop us from expressing our own feelings and viewpoints. Being able to express our feelings is what makes us humans, unlike most of the other animals which are less talented in controlling this powerful skill. With the evil deeds of money we can't even be in touch with our own feelings, much less to say about feeling human. Hmm, maybe not all staff will feel like that la. Cuz they are already used to such torture le.

Is torture too strong a word?
Hmph.

So much for my 19th Birthday.

9:37 AM