What's human's worst fear?

It is the unknown.

Haix, this job I'm having now is driving me crazy. There are always tu1 fa1 zhuang4 kuang4 and sudden changes made in the admin branch allocation. And these situations are usually too much for us to handle, with the most important reason being the management team not informing the poor admin staff at all, leaving the confused staff staring helplessly into the unknown thrown tactlessly at them. The welfare sector is really...

Well, how much can I expect from them anw? I am only a temporary full-time. I feel so exploited lor, and over so little salary. Shouldn't have signed the stupig contract at all. Hmm.. maybe I should just give 2 month's notice and pay them one month's salary and flee? I am still my parents' belonging lei, how can they do such mean things to my parents' belonging huh? I dun really care about the money lor, I care more about my well-being. How much sense of belonging to the centre can they expect from me when I am treated like... like THAT? I am sure most of the others will feel exactly like me, if not worse. Just that they wouldn't dare to speak up. This is where the money factor comes in. Money makes the world spin out of control. Money now controls us, not the other way round. Money dulls our mind, even stop us from expressing our own feelings and viewpoints. Being able to express our feelings is what makes us humans, unlike most of the other animals which are less talented in controlling this powerful skill. With the evil deeds of money we can't even be in touch with our own feelings, much less to say about feeling human. Hmm, maybe not all staff will feel like that la. Cuz they are already used to such torture le.

Is torture too strong a word?
Hmph.

So much for my 19th Birthday.

9:37 AM