Thursday, April 12, 2007
Was listening to a mix of music this morning after waking up from a very scary dream.
Today's dream spoke of my fear. This is what I learnt from my dream: Love is a gift, no matter whether you are the one receiving it, or the one giving it. Before it's time to open this present, I shall refrain from shaking the box because it may be easily broken.
"Love, you know, seeks to make happy rather than to be happy. "
--Ralph Connor
Yah, so it doesn't really matter how terrible I may feel now. The most important is to know that he's feeling happy and is living well now! ^^ That'll be enough.
现在的我还能承担内伤。等到有一天累积满了,他也该找到另一个他很欣赏的人了吧。 而我……
哈哈哈哈。而我……
很有可能会继续默默想念。(-_-''' anti-climax sia)
没关系!没关系!I can still take it. As long as he's happy, I'll be ok. Lolx~ (O.o sounds like self-destruction! LOLX)
MUST STAY HAPPY ARH YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
In the meantime I'll just shut up about my desires (haha, to love without having any desire e.g. to be loved in return). So he'll never know and feel vexed about it. It'll be very unfair for him to know tt someone of DUH-quality is admiring him. Lolx~ ::苦笑::
我在努力学习做个开心的哑巴。
::加油 T.G.! 找回你的 Lost Wisdom!:: YESH!!!!!~~
~原地踏步~
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