我曾经说过了无数次我想逃走。

但是为什么在我快错过最后一趟巴士而不能回家时，不禁惊慌失措？

那一刻的我好想回家。

好想家。

1:49 AM








11:04 AM



五月天-- 能不能不要说


昨天的夜裡我夢到彩虹　乘著船　到了盡頭

有一個寶箱上面刻著青春　打開了　裡面空空 (-_-)''


第一次　不記得什麼時候　有沒有　握他的手

第一次　不需要想得太多　跟著感覺走就不會錯


能不能　不要說　你想要的是什麼

能不能　就愛我　不要問我為什麼

十八歲的第一口啤酒　火箭發射　轟隆隆隆


離開了那個擁擠的星球　飛向那　燦爛星空

回頭看昨天苦苦的寂寞　突然間　像一個夢 (O_o)


第一次　不記得什麼時候　有沒有　握她的手

第一次　你應該也有感動　如果愛我就應該給我


能不能　不要說　你想要的是什麼

能不能　就愛我　不要問我為什麼

十八歲的第一口啤酒　火箭發射　轟隆隆隆

(伊甸園裡偷吃了蘋果　天旋地轉　登陸月球)


能不能　不要說　其實我不是不懂

能不能　就愛我　然後不要太囉唆

青春的滋味嚐的不夠　沒有瘋狂　怎麼能算活過

(長大換來良心的沉默　所以我要　永遠是現在的我) \(>_<)/


得到容易　擁有太多　難就難在放手

在那之前　在那之前　我要盡情享受


第一次　不記得什麼時候有沒有　握他的手

第一次　不需要想得太多　如果你愛我就應該給我

能不能不要說

12:02 PM



五月天《离开地球表面》


丢掉手表 丢外套 丢掉背包 再丢唠叨

丢掉电视 丢电脑 丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼


冲啥大 冲啥小 冲啥都有人唱反调

恨的多 爱的少 只想越跳越疯越跳越高 把地球甩掉


一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉

我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒

一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉

我甩掉地球地球甩掉 只要越跳越高


丢掉手表 丢外套 丢掉背包 再丢唠叨

丢掉电视 丢电脑 丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼


野心大 胆子小 跳舞还要靠别人跳

恨的多 爱的少 只想越跳越疯越跳越高 把地球甩掉


一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉

我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒

一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉

我甩掉地球地球甩掉 只要越跳越高


我甩掉地球地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 Come on!


一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉

我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒

一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉

我甩掉地球地球甩掉 只要越跳越高


我甩掉地球地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 Come on! JUMP! JUMP!

10:31 AM



25 smses from him, 25 smses from her, 2 calls from her.

These are the ingredients for one to start and end a relationship within 6hrs in a day.

Well, of cos it still includes something else.

她放不下，更不想对他这么不公平。所以用了两通电话解决了。

Well the place in her heart was already koped by someone else. Even a newfound bf couldn't snatch it away.

Now she knows how 小龙女 felt when she was at the 绝情谷。

……

很痛。

If only he knows.

11:39 PM

MY NEW IDOL!! LOL! Cool sia!

11:58 AM

Brought my zhengers to kovan for dinner on Saturday. We finally met up after 6 long months! The last time we saw each other was during Xmas presents exchange last year. All 4 of us turned up for dinner on Sat wor! Yay!

Me and Shuhui comparing whose upper thigh is slimmer. In the end, each of the thigh we contributed to this picture somehow gave others the idea that the two thighs belong to the same person! Hehheh~

Stage 3: Unconsciousness
(note the fallen glass in front of my xiao laopo on the left)

This is the power of alcohol! (And even worse if you treat it like some apple juice and use STRAW to suck it up from the glass like how we did.) Good thing that these 2 laopos of mine woke up pretty fast after tt. If not I would have to carry them home! And shuhui dear will be jealous of them. Hahaha! Had a great time that night. Love my zheng-ers! ^_^

And I went back to ZHSS with Simin for fun. Guess what we saw on the noticeboard outside the general office!

10:15 AM

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Min Min is your soulmate. You truly love ME. You consider Ai Ai your true friend. You know that Huiyi is always thinking of you. You'll remember Chuan Chuan for the rest of your life. You secretly think Momo is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Gabo is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Peishan is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Peishan changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Serene is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Serene has a hidden internet romance.

11:48 AM



简单的话语，简单的问候，让一夜烦恼失眠的我，内心顿时温热了起来。

谢谢你。

(I need sleep sia. X_X)

6:21 PM



不是把电话挂了，就是已经睡着了。

不是在忙，就是第二天得早起。

求救讯号发了几千次，得到却是一场空还有满脑子的混乱。

原来有时候是该学学独立的。

那天独自在白板上乱写了一通。

“我讨厌这个只讲钱的世界，却只能默默承受着压力，然后慢慢沉溺在这个大染缸中。

是红？是蓝？是白？是黑？

我看不清楚，因为我和他们一样，

渐渐变瞎了……”

我已经做出了决定。怎么说，现实总是现实的。我恨！但是我没其他办法！

自由没了，心也碎了。责任它真是个恐怖的玩意儿。

如果可以的话，我要去放一放风筝。然后用剪刀把绑着它的线给剪掉。

我是说真的。

如果可以的话。

Gone with the wind.

11:39 PM

You Are a Jelly Donut

So you're a little rounder than most folks - but it's only in the right places! You maintain a clean exterior, even if you're all messy on the inside. You think you're the best, and that's mostly true... But remember, you're just an empty shell without your jelly!

HA! Yeah right.

You Are a Great Liar

You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone. You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.

HA! YEAH RIGHT!

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

Which means I am WOLS.

You Can Make 74% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

HA! Great. Then why am I still dealing with the remaining 26%? Haiz. This is depressing.

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Thank goodness. I am acting my age (actually 1 year younger than my actual age lah). Which means I can continue enjoying the arcades! WOO!~

11:10 AM



[Barbossa is giving orders and Jack repeats the order]
Barbossa: What arr you doin'?
Jack Sparrow: What are YOU doin'?
Barbossa: No, what ARR you doin'?
Jack Sparrow: What are YOU doin'?
Barbossa: NO! What ARR you doin'?
Jack Sparrow: What are YOU doin'? ...Captain gives orders on the ship.
Barbossa: The Captain of the ship IS givin' orders.
Jack Sparrow: My ship, makes me Captain.
Barbossa: They be my charts!
Jack Sparrow: Well that makes you... Chartman.
Pintel: Stow it! Both of you! That's an order! Understand?!
[Jack and Barbossa stare at him]
Pintel: ...Sorry. I just thought with the Captain issue in doubt, I'd throw my name in for consideration... sorry.
Ragetti: [to Pintel] I'd vote for you.
Pintel: Yeah?


[After Flying Dutchman attacks the Empress]
Sao Feng:Forgive me. . .Calypso.
[One of Feng's crew mates comes in and realizes what has happened]
Crew Mate:What did tell you?
Elizabeth:He made me Captain[Holding Feng's piece of eight]
[The two walk out as the Dutchman's crew takes over and Elizabeth and crew member are held hostage]
Crew Mate:You are not my Captain!
[Jones walks up to the crew mate as Elizabeth is taken down to the deck with the rest of the members]
Davy Jones:Who is your Captain?
Crew Mate:She is![Pointing at Elizabeth]


[Will asks Elizabeth to marry him during a life and death battle]
Will Turner: I've made my choice, what's yours?
Elizabeth Swann: Barbossa.
[Will gives her a confused look]
Elizabeth Swann: Barbossa! Marry us!
Barbossa: [fighting off Davy Jones' crew] I'm a little busy at the moment!
Will Turner: Now Barbossa!
Barbossa: Fine then! [climbs up on a ledge] Dearly Beloved, we be gathered here today... [continues fighting]
Will Turner: Elizabeth, do you take me to be your husband?
Elizabeth Swann: I do...
Will Turner: Great!
Elizabeth Swann: [fights] Will Turner, do you take me to be yor wife... in sickness and in health with health being the less likely.
Will Turner: I do.
Barbossa:As captain I now pronounce you...(fights off enemy) You may kiss- [fights off enemy] You may kiss- [fights off another enemy] ...Just kiss!


[After winning the climactic battle, Jack and Gibs stand at the helm]
Jack: Mr. Gibbs, you may throw my hat for that. [gives Gibbs his hat]
Gibbs: Aye, AYE Captain! [throws hat] Hooray!!
Jack: [pause] ...Now go get it.


Jack Sparrow: Ladies! Will you please shut it? Listen to me. Yes, I lied to you. No, I don't love you. That corset makes you look fat. I've never been to Brussels. It is pronounced "egregious". By the way, no, I've never met Pizzaro but I love his pies. And all of this pales to utter insignificance in the light that my ship is, once again, gone. Savvy?
[Giselle slaps Jack]
[Scarlett slaps Jack]
[Jack slaps Gibbs]
[Gibbs glares at Jack and then he and Jack smile at each other]
Gibbs: Take what you can.
Jack Sparrow: Give nothing back.
[Gibbs catches up with Giselle and Scarlett and puts his arms around them]
Gibbs: Ladies, what do you know of sea turtles?


I am obsessed with PoTC! >_<
Jack Sparrow: (after the real Jack has left the cell) I miss him already.
Jack Sparrow: He is quite charming, isn't he?
Jack Sparrow: Nobody move!... I've dropped me brain!

10:59 AM

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

Yeah! I want to go fly a kite someday! Wanna FLY!~

And they are extremely right about my "surprisingly low maintenence". [Just take a look at my work desk at the tuition centre. ] Heh but you can try controlling me like how THAT BUNCH OF PEOPLE is doing right now. It's just that I'll become a very angry and evil pet parrot who will peck you to death. When you are sleeping. (When else can I escape from the cage anw? Only at night mah. When no one's looking.)

Your Mind is 67% Cluttered

Your mind is quite cluttered. And like most clutter, it's a bunch of crap you don't need. Try writing down your worst problems and fears. And then put them out of your mind for a while.

That's why I keep 2 blogs, 3 journals and many many many pieces of scrap papers which I can doodle and write random thoughts on. Wanna know my secrets? Just look around for some odd pieces of paper lying around in house or on the floor of my study room and bingo. You'll probably find some secrets on them hehhehheh.

Your Job Satisfaction Level: 21%

Your job is definitely a bummer, and you probably should get a new one. Make sure you know what's getting you down. Is it your co-workers? The work environment? Your boss? Getting a new job is important, but so is not repeating the same mistakes.

HA! BINGO! (I like to abuse the word "Ha!" nowadays. -_-'')

The last 50-smth days! AND I'LL BE FREE! WAHAHAHAHA!!!~

9:55 AM

Your Dosha is Pitta

You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.

Hmm that is very true. But what's a dosha?! O.o

[dosha (dosh´ah) according to the principle of constitution of the physical body in ayurveda, one of the three vital bioenergies (vata, pitta, kapha) condensed from the five elements; the doshas are responsible for the physical and emotional tendencies in the mind and body, and along with the seven dhatus (tissues) and three malas (waste products) make up the human body. The attributes of the doshas and their specific combination within each individual help determine the individual's physical and mental characteristics, while imbalance among the doshas is the cause of disease.]

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

Ha! So I create a personal paradise which has the same character as a vacuum cleaner! Woo!~

For the twelve days of Christmas, your true love will send you:

Twelve robots drumming Eleven christmas trees a-twinkling Ten gymnasts a-leaping Nine ladies yodeling Eight goats a-milking Seven gingerbread men a-crumbling Six iPods a-playing Five golden bowls of chicken noodle soup Four calling prank callers Three French fries Two diamond pinky rings And a chimp in a peach tree

WOW. These will cost ALOT.

Six ipods?! You mean six 2gb ones? Why not just ONE 80gb ipod? -_-'' (I won't have such a stupig guy as my true love, for goodness' sake.) And I WILL KILL YOU if you give me just 3 french fries for xmas, hear that? I don't mind the 11 xmas trees though, it'll be beautiful!

You Are 100% Gentleman

No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman. You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable.

10:40 AM



拼了两年，才发现我门一直把这些日子当成战争。

就这短短两年，我们眼睁睁看着陪在身边的同伴被残酷牺牲。自己想为他们停留片刻，却被现实从背后推着向前走。无奈。

生还的勇将背离了战场，带着满身的伤，满面的泪水，凯旋归来。大家欢呼庆祝，战胜的士兵则疲惫不堪。想到了两年与同伴在战场上不分你我的互相照顾，和一起在前线杀敌的情景，顿时触动了勇士们心里的复杂情绪。

虽然我现在已经到了另一个起点，没有办法停下脚步在这里等你，但我会将祝福寄放在这个地方，等候你。到时候，请你带着它和我与其他勇将会和！

不见不散！

12:40 AM



Lolx~ Read my gluttony-twin's blog just now... very emo sia~

嗯，关系的确“暧昧”。放在部落格的歌曲也是如此。

“暧昧”：关系模糊，界限不清楚。（这是为了去年大考啃下五十分之一的词典的成果。到现在还能把词语完整的意思背起来。虽然这个词的难度不高但是还算是背得起来啊！）

呵呵呵呵呵呵。我白痴哦，呵呵呵呵呵呵。

To my shower-mate (we shower togther in school after every pe lesson! IN DIFFERENT CUBICLES.) -cum-gluttony-twin-cum-music-ka-kee-cum-xiao-shuo-mate-cum-maths-partner-library-partner-cum-com-lab-twin-cum-best-pw-mate:

WAHLAO, CHEER UP LA! If the sky ever falls just treat it as a big big blanket! If you cannot tahan, I help u tahan the burden! "I can't carry the ring for you, but I can carry you!" This was what Sam said to Frodo while they were making their way up the huge huge volcano in the last of the trilogy. Frodo was damned tired and couldn't continue liao, so Sam piggy-backed Frodo!

Xiaobai and I will be cheering you on! And good luck! ^__^ GO! GO! GO!

(Anw, good luck to your computer also... must send to ER liao isit... LOL!)

11:50 AM

Soul Calibur 2 Girl Music Video

MY XIANGHUA (in red robe)!!!

Gals rule! ^_~

11:17 AM

我不想听。

听到了不想听的。

看到了不想看的。

读到了不想读的。

记得了不想记的。

（PIANG!!! PIANG!!! PIANG!!!）

我不想听、看、读、记。

我不想……想。

滚。

I'll save $$$ and buy a mp3. Plug the ear phones into my ears, close my eyes, read the lyrics in my mind and remember only the melodies. Shall not think about other stuff. Just let me be alone for now. Don't wave if you see me on the street today. I don't know you. I just erased my memories. And I don't want it back... at least for the moment.

10:33 AM